boy, just leave me alone okay. you asked me to stay and yet you were the one who walkd out on me. im sorry but i guess yeap we realy cant be friends anymore aye. this is al aint worth and i know alrd. you walkd out on me so dont turn back and leave yor footprints on me anymore. i was so stupid to continue loving you when knowing it aint possible. to always have felt like giving up on this hopeless romance yet at the very same time wishing for you to tel me that you rmbr our promises and that you meant everything you told me. i know its so dumb of me and yes im awoke. im snappin outta these shit. i know that if i can always type on this blog and tag on my board to others that i'll try to stay strong, i must be strong, physically and emotionally and not just putting up a brave front on this blog and posts. it hurts, but yes please leave me alone and go with her, "the only love you hold on to", "the only thing that you live for", "the only person in your heart", whatever. its no longer my business, neither do i care bout you guys anymore. its time to let go, i've mended my wings, and im soaring up high no matter whos with me or if im alone im gonna leave this place full of melancholy im gonna get outtof these myself im not gonna turn back and look back and look at you for one last time im not gonna care bout yor matters anymore. im gonna break away from these sadness and tears and stop being a fckng fool. im through with messing up my own life, its over and im gonna face up to it, strong.